Sunday, September 17, 2006
the silly moo goes on..
i used to be a generally articulate person...(i.e. once i got started, you wouldnt have been able to shut me up no matter how hard you tried...)..now, either i've aged tremendously or i've become jaded...i'm beginning to develop a most unhealthy sense of ...how else can i put it?? hatred..for almost everybody..people just seem to annoy me more these days...maybe im just a little uptight about school...maybe its beacuse i have no bloody idea of how to do bloody sodding oil immersion...maybe its because i cant understand the bleeding greatest integer function...maybe its because this is my 50th failed attempt at finishing one hundred years of solitude...or maybe..just maybe its cos im bloody fed up of being the overweight wallflower who is merely the provider of information and answers...maybe if you want answers you should go consult a freaking book..ever heard of it?...its just this little invention consisting of pieces of paper with words on them that are bound together...maybe i dont care anymore...maybe i need a break...maybe i am tired of understanding...maybe i need to shut up...maybe i'll actually start taking my own advice...maybe you're the worst thing to ever happen to my world since canned cabbage...thats it..im dragging my tsunami-fied self off to go do something more productive than whining here and appealing to the sense of sympathy of others..maybe i'll go juggle swords or run into a minefield...lord knows i need a change of scenery...the fairytaler at 12:03 AM