Thursday, September 29, 2005
you wouldnt believe....
honestly, i have no idea what going on right now..why??..i'll tell you1. i've quit school...in the realest sense of the phrase
2. the maid has gone home....i have no clue about the burdens of hsekeeping
3. i'm hanging around the house..packing..which is a ginormous undertaking...especially since i have to downsize 16 years worth of junk into 4 crates...
4. just plain confused
to be honest ,its been quite a long while since i've actually felt this cluless..evryone's got their own lives to deal with right now, so i cant go around unburdening...
damn karma...if i knew it was going to screw me up so..i'd have never believed in it in the first place...it only exists if u believe in it after all...now im in too deep to unbelieve..
deep breath....inhale..exhale...i can deal...I WILL SURVIVE...i think i can..i think i can...
im blogging to reassure myself that i can deal by talking to myself as if i were the little red engine...oh my giddy aunt..im positively insane...
on the not-so-dull side of things bordering on the incredulous (at least for those who know me)....i actually partook in the general kitchen-ly duties today..i also came *this* close to actually doing my own laundry...something i havent done since...well...forever...see...i can deal..yes i can..
the fairytaler at 12:06 AM